Being mysterious are so OVERRATED!!

So here I am watching tons of romance movies during my Christmas holiday and suddenly my hand and mind too itchy and I can’t stop myself thinking to write about this after I finished watching “Something Borrowed”. I’ve learnt something. Owh I like that movie. I am going to put this under my resolution list. Owh yes… I am.

Just a few days ago, I’ve been saying that I want to make my life like a romantic movie. So this is how it should begin. I am going to be FRANK about my feeling. No more cloud of mystery. Being mysterious are so overrated. I mean, if you like someone… just tell him or her. There’s no point in guessing whether he like me or not… Been done that (once, although it doesn't work out as I planned) but I glad I did. Tell that person you have crushed with. Tell that someone that you’ve feel giddy when he’s around you. Tell that someone how you wish he would wait a little longer and fight for you… tell that someone what you feel.

I am not sure what would it turn to be but it’s better than do nothing. What is there to lose? Sure it’s going to hurt your pride if it’s not turn out as you wish it were, but still it’s better than wake up every morning and wondering… “what if”… So take the risk. Make your life a bit adventurous and be truth to yourself. After all, it is you who determine your own happiness… This is what I am going to do. So everyone… Let’s open up. LET’S BE FRANK…  ^_^

Live life like a Romantic Movie

Last whole week ended up with me being most unproductive. I’ve been reading novels, Jude Daveroux romance novel and found myself downloading more romance book from Julie Garwood. But what shocked me the most is that I came to a realization that in my whole 29 years of life I haven’t read a  literature novel. Not even once.  Once again I found myself googling for 100 top best novel and guess what? It turned out that Gone With the Wind is in that 100 top best novel. Without thinking much, I downloaded that classic novel together with a novel from Harper Lee, To Kill A Mockingbird and Wuthering Heights novel by Emily Brontë and make a promise to myself to finish reading those novels for this coming 2013. So I guess reading a literature book will be in my New Year resolution list to do.

As unproductive as I am, I also spent my time downloading movies and watched it back to back… bunches of movie. Last night, I have been sleeping with a smile in my face. Remembering how handsome is Simon Baker in Something New. Owh… how I wish… Wishfully thinking huh… hahaha. Did it ever occur in your mind that how coincidently it is that a very attractive guy will falls in love with the most beautiful girl in most movies? Is there any movie that tells a story of an ordinary people with ordinary look? Haha… I guess movies make you (including myself) day dreaming… wishing that someday our life going to be like one in a romantic movie. With that, I found another New Year resolution to be included in my list to do which is to turn my life like one in a romantic movie. Yup…. I am going to do it. Well… where and when should I start?  ^_^

Last weekend also was the day of a shopaholic. I have bought myself a sport shoes (which I really need for my rock climbing trip next year + it’s a very good price for Sketcher), five summer dress and blouse (which I didn’t even bother to try before buying but thankfully it does look good in me hahaha), a short, a track and just to name a few… huhu what a confession. So here I am wishing you a Merry Xmas and happy holiday. Next post entry will be my New Year resolution list. 

My ex got married

Last weekend more about breaking a workout record, kitchen experimental, holiday planning, Jude Deveraux and exploration. I started it with jogging for more than 1 hour in such an early morning which I proud with  ^_^  . Straight after I finished my workout, it was raining... So I can say... I was running to my home in a rain. Although it would be more exciting if I did it with someone "special" haha.. Will I? Or it would be me running far behind that someone special. Funny though how often hero and heroin meet during jogging in a park. (this never happen to me or not yet happen to me) Well... Let's just wish for the best. 

Later in the afternoon, I decided to bake homemade bread even though I have not enough materials to do it... So I googled to get a recipe for baking bread without using bread flour... in a meantime, while waiting my bread dough rising... I randomly decided to make a homemade ice cream using my brand new ice cream maker which I bought from K-Mart with just for $19. This I can say as a kitchen experimental. It's ended around 2am with really hard small bun (it might able to knock you out if I trow this small bun on your head) and not so soft ice cream ahaha... I would not say this is a failure experiment but rather as less successful experiment. yeah.. I am looking at half full glass of milk.

Overall I would say that I had a very great and relaxing weekend. This afternoon, just before I write this post, I found out that my ex just got married. Wonder how would you react with this news? For me, I doesn't feel anything... I was actually smiling watching his wedding picture. Why am I smiling? I guess when you doesn't feel anything, it means that you're definitely get over him. Owh... I'm so over it... GLADLY. 

A Sweet Melody

Yeah... After I finished with the poem, which I just did randomly (repeating statement hahaha just in case you think my poem suck  ^_^ ) I suddenly grab my guitar and sit by 'my' window and... walla!!! I composed a melody. I've been dreaming to do so, I mean FYN JAMAL composed 150 juta song and it's become a hit with just using 2 codes... if she can, there's no reason for me to say I CAN'T, right?... It's not done yet, but I think it's a pretty good beginning. What say you?

I just love sitting by 'my' window

owh... and I love the fact that I bought this cup set from Royal London so that I can have my own sweet moment sipping my homamade cappucino.



I found my own BLOG!

Ok... it's pretty embarrassing when I admit that today 12.12.12 I finally found my blog. It's been months. I had started this blog from the day I was still in Malaysia... and yet this is going to be my first post.

It's 12am now in Melbourne, and I have a seminar to attend tomorrow. So I guess it's a good night for me. I'm saying good bye now... with a poet that I just 10minutes randomly made for a friend. Here it is

Kenapa?

Kenapa hadir tanpa ku duga?

Kenapa gelora hati di dada?

Kenapa dunia indah berbunga?

Kenapa? Kenapa dengan dia?

Kenapa?

Kenapa gumam tanpa bicara?

Aku marah?

Aku riang?

Aku duka?

Aku suka?

Aku benci? 

Kenapa diam tanpa apa-apa?

Kenapa? Cuba kau kabarkan…